Birthdays are not my favorite thing.
To me, they are a tangible reminder of two facts:
- I’m steadily moving towards middle age (kicking and screaming).
- Another year has gone by and… wait for it… Nothing’s changed!
I’m in exactly the same place I was a year ago.
Still promising myself I’ll lose the extra weight around my hips
Still dreaming of…more
So, I’ve struggled with feeling like there’s not much worth celebrating in my life.
But this past year has changed my outlook, both on birthdays and life. Surprisingly, the tumult of 2020 has brought a lot of clarity. It’s shown me that even a single girl sliding toward middle age can find things to celebrate on her birthday.
God’s plan is worth celebrating
I keep coming back to this point because I need to keep reminding myself of it. My life is in God’s hands. Every aspect of it is in His control. That means my single status is the plan God deems best for me.
Celebrating my birthday as a single woman can feel lonely, but that doesn’t give me the right to lament against it. I have to remember: True satisfaction with my life will never stem from a husband and children.
A woman who rests in God’s will is a woman who fully trusts His plan. She understands that He alone is the source of our satisfaction. I want to be that woman.
God’s plan is always worth celebrating.
“For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor. No good thing does H withhold from those walk uprightly.” Psalm 84:11
Freedom is worth celebrating
The world is a frightening, uncertain place. I suppose that’s always been true, but it’s never touched so closely into my life before. Here in the U.S., we’ve seen disease, political turmoil, and tension on a level most of us haven’t experienced before.
Things have changed so much, and I think some things, good things, are gone forever. It’s caused me to be thankful for the freedoms I’ve enjoyed for the last thirty-nine years. Today, I am thankful for freedom, family, and my ability to live life the way I want to live it.
Freedom is always worth celebrating.
Growth is worth celebrating.
I have a very weird cactus. I seem to specialize in ugly plants. This one started small and cute but has grown exponentially. At some point, it also grew itself a “friend”- a second cactus out the side. Last summer roots began to come out the top.
Yes, out the top.
It’s not attractive, but I’ve become attached to it because of its oddness. It’s also a great reminder- growth often looks ugly, but that doesn’t make it bad.
Life’s ugly moments? Those are the ones where God can work the most.
For instance, as I look back over this year, I can see major areas where I’ve grown:
My relationship with God
My perspectives on life
The value I place on Scripture reading, memorization, and meditation
The way I view my job
And so much more. Because of what I’ve gone through, I am not the same woman I was a year ago, but that is not a bad thing.
Growth is always worth celebrating.
Life is worth celebrating.
Okay, this might be a little cheesy. Bear with me, though.
God has given us so, so, so many things that make life good. When I pull myself out of my “I’ll be celebrating birthdays as a single woman for the rest of my life” pity-party and start to look around, I’m amazed at what’s in front of me.
I mean, hello? Can we just start with cheesecake?
And then we can go from there: laughter; bonfires with friends; sunrises stretching golden fingers across the promise of a new day; driving with the windows down and the music up; family game nights; inside jokes; a warm baby nestled under your chin; pizza parties; soft blankets; the first sip of coffee; art, music, museums; getting lost in a good book; warm summer rain; sunny afternoons at the beach
I could go on and on. We have so much. How often do we even think about it?
Life, in all its messiness, is a gift from God, and it is always worth celebrating.
Happy Birthday to Me!
That’s where I stand on birthdays right now. Doing birthdays single-style?
It’s okay. I haven’t always been able to say that, But for right now, it’s okay. More than okay, actually.
Birthdays mean God isn’t done with me, yet. Another year=another opportunity. And I’m looking forward to seeing what thirty-nine will bring.
This week, I’m thankful for God’s good gifts in our lives. He is the One who makes everything worthwhile. Together, let’s celebrate every SINGLE blessing!